Shhh baby, don't cry...

[EN] The most powerful feeling is love, but we are not going to discuss about this today. We are going to discuss about the most self destructive feeling, the lost of hope. The way   you feel when you have lost your hope. It can damage you for good  if you are weak.

     My personal opinion is that you lose hope when you lose your willing to carry on, to live. If you are waiting for tomorrow to come you sure will think of something to make things better for you and to search for hope. And if you find yourself hopeless, just wait for better days... don't get desperate, don't get depressed... things will ALWAYS get better, and worst after that.

     Go take a long hot bath and go to sleep. You'll wake up tomorrow or next year feeling better!

P.S. Cizmele sunt de vanzare AICI!

I was wearing Mango sweater, Amisu shorts and Forever 21 boots!

Christmas Eve!

[EN]   Finally, is time for presents! Well I mean is time for us to be good with the one's around us, to kids and dogs, be more indulgent to the ones who do us wrong... and all the sh*& you're suppose to do this time of year and spend the rest of it being you, selfish, self centered, mischievous, superficial and all the rest that characterizers the most of you...

    Hmmm, what's wrong whit  me. It's Christmas Eve. I am supposed to be kind, sweet and nice but instead I feel this need to be sarcastic. But in a good way. Santa knows I am not a bad girl (only look like one for some of you). Actually this year I was very good, I've done a lot of good things (especially for me :) ), and to be hones I don't need anyone's validation for my deeds.

     So, the simple way to be sure you are a good person all you have to do is go with your hart. Is nothing worst that to broke your on heart. As long as you are happy, everyone around you will be!

Merry Christmas everyone! I wish you all the best and see you next time with stories about this Christmas! 

Thank you KK Photography for all the hard work you put up this year!

I was wearing Zara skirt and knitwear, custom made booties, and random cape.

 

 

Lying makes me happy

[EN]  I've asked somebody the other day what makes him happy and he told me the truth makes him happy. I wasn't expecting that answer, but that made me realize that the only times that I was happy was when I was lying to somebody...

      To be honest I don't like facing the consequences of my actions because by doing something that I really want I end up disappointing or hurting someone close   (remember the time that you were a teenager and you really, really want to go to the disco but your parents won't allow you to? Well, instead of obeying I was pretending to go to bed and after a few hours i was climbing down my bedroom window to go out and meet my friends ).

     I always thought if you can spare someone of rage, jealousy, disappointment and other similar feelings and still be able to do whatever makes you happy, just do it. This is not called "lying" it is called "protecting".

    From another point of view I think that if you are a sincere person and you speak your mind every time, you are very selfish , expecting people to deal with your mistakes, problems, worries. I always try to protect the people I care about by don't letting know about my problems .

I was wearing Zara coat and pants, random necksweater and Pour la Victoire pumps!

Running away or running towards?

[EN]   I hear very often the phrase "you're running away from your life, your responsibilities, you're running away from you... " but that's not true, in fact I am running towards something new, something less demanding. I need something simple.
 
    I miss the feeling that I used to have when I was a little girl back home. No matter what, I knew I was safe, nothing wrong could happen. Now I have to take care of myself and when things go wrong I have no one else to turn to, no one to go for protection and it's so damn exhausting to always be in charge. Sometimes I still need the urge to do something completely wrong and not suffering the consequences, just do it and then go back to dull reality.
 
    So, don't forget being a child, life is much easier and you never have to face any of your action's consequences.   You're just having fun!  

I was wearing Zara shirt, Asos shorts and custom made boots!